Friday, January 14, 2011

Matter of the heart

Its been quite a long time since I last write in this blog. I do miss writing though, but just can't find the time to sit quietly and write. My house is no longer empty, My sister and her 2 kids and my mom are staying with me now ( guess i've told you about this he he, well I tend to repeat myself, may be it's a teacher thing). I also had the chance to visit Vietnam ( baby steps, baby steps....., like my late husband use to say slowly,slowly kill the monkey. I still don't have any idea why monkey not chicken or fish). My friends planned to go to Perth but I just cannot say anything about this because I have to ask my purse, hu hu sob, sob hope she says ok he he.

The kids are going strong Amir will be sitting for UPSR this year hope he can get good result, Aisyah is 14 now and not very easy to deal with. Omar still mama's boy he he cling to me like baby monkey cling to his mom... ooo I guess that is why my late husband say slowly,slowly kill the monkey he he. I am still , missing him. Still wish I could listen to his laughter, I even miss his cough ( he do cough a lot due to his illness).

As for myself I am also still going strong, no longer the library teacher, phew what a relieved, such a big reponsibility for my to handle. I am a class teacher, Police Cadet Cor teacher, Physics coordinator, physics lab coordinator, Sports clup teacher, and a few more I don't remember and don't want to remember because it would only remind me of the things I have not done.

Met old friends and some make some new friends and one of them is really close to my heart. However I don't think I can be with him.....

I hope 2011 bring more new experience. I welcome 2011 with an open arm and open heart. Eh am I too late, I guess it's better late then never.