Thank you to all my friends for your prayers and supports. It's nearly a month since my husband's death, me and the children are still going strong insyaallah. They listen to me more, compared to when their father was still around. I guess they don't want to lose their mother too.
Aisyah did not show her feeling much but I notice she easily gets irritated with her brother especially Amir. They quarrel a lot. Aisyah never talk to me about her late father and when I ask she'll answer me in a word or two.
Amir is more open, he told me that, it seems that he can still see his father sitting in his favourite chair when he came home from school and he also told me that he feels that something is missing in his life but couldn't figure out what is missing. He helps me a lot in our everyday chores.
As for Omar may be he is still small to understand but when at first I ask him, did he missed his father he said " tak nak, tak best "(he don't want to think about it, it is not pleasant). After a few day he draw me crying, his brother and sister and his father lying in Kafan. When I ask him why did he draw like that he said " kan abah dah meninggal" ( because abah had passed away).
Ramadan is here, hopefully we can complete our ibadah and may allah blessed my husband's soul.
To all my muslim friends "Salam Ramadan"
